Stewart Sep 06 2016 2:21pmFLAGAnother Kid, another story is all I read here. Again I am Straight and do not accept myself anyway around it, now just leave me be me and stay out of my way.
NateSep 08 2016 6:10pmFLAG
....what did I miss...;-;
lilcuttieSep 29 2016 8:16pmFLAGI'd say nothing of any importance lilcutie. Same as always for LL haha
MasterTSOct 01 2016 10:42pmFLAGEven though she's gone, I would like go through the past and finish the past, like a story. Kayla, I love you, even though it is simple enough, everyone knows. But, I appreciate the friendship still. That is all, now continue this move on. Just finished what I didnt get done last year.
EnemyMar 25 2017 10:47pmFLAGI am still here, I ask myself why do I come back? Maybe it’s from my reality I wish wasn’t mine. Time, that goes through my soul with every waking moment. I can’t ever wake up, yet I do, this false awakening. Those come and gone, remain unknown til I come back. This nightmare I live, a feeling mixed between a love and hate. Can’t honestly relate, till we eventually experience the moment with haste. That’s what got me here, in this place. As younger self, I thought I’d always leave, make them all believe. This place holds a barrier, no matter how much I grieve. Please, I don’t need anyone’s sympathy for myself to plead. I know the things I done, sinned and forgot. Forgot? Not untill LikeLike can finally rot, letting me be at ease, that’s what I like, please. All the shit I did, last year and then, it’s still going on. I can’t even sleep, treating my physical and mental state, that of a fiend. Always in the dark, holding back, the build up of my life up and down. Feeling like crap. This is my confession, the past I couldn’t let go, the memories of this place is too much to shove in a hole. All I ever wanted was to love, now I have flashbacks are caged in my thought, I never expressed how I feel to most people. The pride I had was never the greatest, but my Enemy. This is going all to a relevant feeling, a relevant topic to why I say this. I honestly living a non existent paradox, the time I never lived to experience even a little with Kayla. Don’t we all want to live an experience what might have happen? But, we all make a turn, branch off into a corner of life, not able to fully control our next destination. Mine? Destination has landed me here, this post of a grave, of that of last year. I hate the way I was, I better myself to excel the pace of my own well being. Wish things hadn’t gone this way, the route I was given. Now, I am just waiting for something else to happen. I wish things were a little different, we all have to go back into our own reality, this one isn’t mine, it’s yours. I don’t clearly belong, I am not going to try anymore, this is what it means to move on and to accept. I accept finally. I can now go forward and never look back. That’s for my well being, the true awakening.
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