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12:06:23 AM, Sunday, February 01, 2015 EST
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Mathew picked me up into his arms. I melted against him. I loved him. But I didn't believe in happy endings right? I scrunched up my brow, allowing myself a couple to ponder what I really thought. Maybe I could have a happy ending, cheat fate? I bit my lip and looked into Matt's face. My lids grew heavy.
"Matt... I don't want you to leave me. Ever." I admitted, feeling my insides cringe. Hurt once, and I was still sticking my neck out. But was I sure Matt wouldn't hurt me? I didn't want to know.
But months later att did hurt me. He insisted I was too good for him. He sees me now, and I know he blames me for the pain he's feeling. I want to know if there's till anything to love about me still? I thought I had maybe found peace with a guy whom I found it easy to pretend to be ok with. He was funny and witty and we came to like each other. Then he left. Yet, he's back again. He still hasn't says he loves me yet though. I'm waiting until he can again. If you're reading this, save the people you love, and tell them and prove to them that you love them. Before they crack and fade. As I'm doing myself. A bright young girl painted over and smudged. Without an eraser in sight. So tell them you love them.
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